I have decided today to embrace the person that I have become, for a long time I was lost trying to please another. It has taken me a long time to remember who I really am. Its funny after all that has happened over the past year I was able to come out of it stronger with a better grasp of who I am, but whenever that person comes around I find myself apologizing for it.
I will get back to training for Triathlon tomorrow, The Surf has been flat and really cold for aehile , so I need to get my butt doing something. It has been really cold so I havent been doing all the running I should, but I have been great at makeing excuses:(
That ends now