There is Only Can & Can Not - No Maybe - YODA

Well I am so Glad that I have gotten my ass back in gear with my running this week, I have felt so lazy for the longest that I just was not paying attention that the first race of the season is only 12 weeks away, That doesnt include any 5 or 10k's I throw in just to blow the carbon out of the system.

I have been thinking alot about money lately? I wonder if our parents always felt just as poor, but just never let us know about it? I mean I really beleived that at 32 years old I would not have to worry about little shit like this anymore

I really do beleive that money is not important, but man it would be nice not to have to worry about it

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood

So I finally got baqck out running today, It was really cold so I didnt go as far as I would have liked to.
So here i sit at work on what i like to call sloooooooow sundays, but I can close early and go home and work on my bike.
For now I will leave you with one of my favorite poems

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
and sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
and looked down one as far as I could
to where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
and having perhaps the better claim
because it was grassy and wanted wear;
though as for that, the passing there
had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
in leaves no feet had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less travelled by,
and that has made all the difference

I have decided today to embrace the person that I have become, for a long time I was lost trying to please another. It has taken me a long time to remember who I really am. Its funny after all that has happened over the past year I was able to come out of it stronger with a better grasp of who I am, but whenever that person comes around I find myself apologizing for it.
I will get back to training for Triathlon tomorrow, The Surf has been flat and really cold for aehile , so I need to get my butt doing something. It has been really cold so I havent been doing all the running I should, but I have been great at makeing excuses:(
That ends now